Jan 04, 2019
In Secondary Infertility
It's hard to even know how to start this since I don't talk about it with anyone. In 2014 I had a beautiful baby girl, she's my world. Since then I've had two miscarriages. Anytime I express sadness over this loss I am made to feel guilty, so I keep it inside now. I have a bicornuate uterus which makes pregnancy very difficult, my girl is literally a miracle for which I am so very grateful. I just never thought I'd have only one little one. I don't want to give up but I can't handle the heartbreak, the judgement about being upset about not having more children. I know people don't mean anything by it when they say "You've already got one."