@jkinner-hardy exactly, I don’t feel complete yet. Thats exactly how I feel. Like me family isnt done yet, now I feel like I’m just waiting to see how’s my family gets complete. We start IVF in a couple months but have a low chance of it working. We are giving it a shot and then moving on to the next method.

I completely understand. I had my son in 2015 and have been trying to have another for the last 2 years+ We found out I have low AMH (low ovarian reserve) and feel like our first son is such a miracle. I totally get the “you already have one” comment and then I also feel guilty for “complaining” when I know others struggle to have 1 child. It’s such a hard place to be, feeling super blessed and sad at the same time, while still trying to be present for your one child.