It's hard to even know how to start this since I don't talk about it with anyone. In 2014 I had a beautiful baby girl, she's my world. Since then I've had two miscarriages. Anytime I express sadness over this loss I am made to feel guilty, so I keep it inside now. I have a bicornuate uterus which makes pregnancy very difficult, my girl is literally a miracle for which I am so very grateful. I just never thought I'd have only one little one. I don't want to give up but I can't handle the heartbreak, the judgement about being upset about not having more children. I know people don't mean anything by it when they say "You've already got one."
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I'm so happy you're here Jessica! I pray you find other women to talk to here that have or are currently experiencing the same thing. You are not alone!
I completely understand. I had my son in 2015 and have been trying to have another for the last 2 years+ We found out I have low AMH (low ovarian reserve) and feel like our first son is such a miracle. I totally get the “you already have one” comment and then I also feel guilty for “complaining” when I know others struggle to have 1 child. It’s such a hard place to be, feeling super blessed and sad at the same time, while still trying to be present for your one child.