Today is CD1, and our 17th cycle TTC over 2.5 years. My last cycle was 118 days. I never know how I am going to feel when CD1 hits. Today I am feeling all the feelings. Relief that the last cycle is done, gutted and angry that I am still not pregnant, anxiety not knowing how long this cycle will be. Cycling through the feelings today is exhausting! Cheers to all of us, for dealing with these feelings and continuing to march forward. It is a grueling trudge while we are in it.